We have no house. My father is crazy. He has schizophrenia and he is unkind. He wasted all his money on alcohol and useless business. After 4 months we dont know where we will be going. My brother has a land. He plans to build a wood house in it. The land is between two castles. I feel so bad. I feel hurt. I dont know what will happen to us. I want to live a normal life, without moving so much, without being worried where am going to live after a while. Im not settled. I feel lost. I wish i had a life like all my friends. Just being worried what to buy for this occasion and where to go in the vacation. Not being worried where to live in 4 months. Im so worried. Im afraid. Im tense. God help us... :(!