We have no house. My father is crazy. He has schizophrenia and he is unkind. He wasted all his money on alcohol and useless business. After 4 months we dont know where we will be going. My brother has a land. He plans to build a wood house in it. The land is between two castles. I feel so bad. I feel hurt. I dont know what will happen to us. I want to live a normal life, without moving so much, without being worried where am going to live after a while. Im not settled. I feel lost. I wish i had a life like all my friends. Just being worried what to buy for this occasion and where to go in the vacation. Not being worried where to live in 4 months. Im so worried. Im afraid. Im tense. God help us... :(!

First Post

Hellow World. This will be my first post in my first blog ever. I wish it succeeds though, since i dont think ill have enough time to check it regularly cuz am a highschool student with a lot of things in her mind such as student council, open days, and other activities. Am more of an activity girl than an academic one. I like being in the lead in coordinating events in school. I get so jealous when someone gets to have an opportunity to be an organizer of some event. I tend to finish things on time, make sure that everyone have done their jobs. I wish i can be someone in the future.