Cocktail

I was thinking of erasing my last post because I showed what really is going in my life. I seem so happy and seem like im a person with a perfect life, but thats my real life actually. Im normal because thats how my mom is doing as well. She used to live normally when he was in our life, she smiled, she laughed, sang, and acted as if nothing was wrong. She was not in denial, she was trying to live her life and make us feel as if it was okay, though it wasnt. Now when my friends knew about it, they were absolutely shocked! They never thought that "uae-blossom" would have lived such an awful life with such an awful father and a suffering mother and siblings. This is life, each person has his/her own secrets covered beneath. I was invited yesterday to my friend's "castle". It was a party. Im not sure if i really had fun or not. It was great to see everyone looking their best and like that. I looked great wont deny it B) lol! So we danced,ate, and chatted. There were two girls over there that almost ruined my night, but i strongly helf my emotions and didnt allow them to ruin my evening. My bestfriend crashed into a taxi on her way to there. She was already late when it happened, which made her night even worst, but the best was that she didnt get hurt thankgod, and she came to the party and we spent good time together. It was the first time we ever wear short cocktail dresses for a party. That was the rule our kind friend said we must follow. I think my dress was the best B) lol hehe.